TeeNaGe GyPsY

what i had in mind..... and what my life is about

YYY who is kristel ann caringal... yha you might be thinking why you are even here in my web page ahahaha but here is the deal i am a teen gypsy... got no permanent address got my life all messed up and always in a hurry but look i like it that way and im not regretting a thing i did so hope to see you alot

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my music reviews ^_^ \m/

YYYim currently listening to rihanna's music well sometimes i feel like them but i can say the song cry by rihanna is the one that really hit me cause i can really relate from it and i can really feel how the song goes and its like telling my whole life with its simple lyricsYYY

hmmm......

YYYwell what is love anyways.. and what are the different kinds of love and what it can do to you..YYY

my list of songs

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there are several songs i cant really get over with even thou its old even thou they say its the songs over and over i wont be over them cause for me its the best

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mah imeem @_@

what i like

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i like seafoods

i love japanesse foods

i hate pretenders

i hate plastics

love frank people

love sandwiches

love to bake

love to cook

love to watch television

love to drive you crazy

love to be someone people hates

love to act like a b*tch

love to be alone

love to be hated

love music

love guys who had big dreams

love online games!!!

love fooood!!

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playlist of a feel good song

sabi nila mas madaling mag tanim ng evil stuffs which i believe is true, and they say what ever seed you planted its the same fruit it will give.... tama imposible namang mamunga ng santol ang isang mangga mas malabo namang mag ka bunga ng mangga ang isang santol... logically right.pero bakit sa love... you tried to plant everything so right still everything is too wrong for you... bakit ko nga ba un nasabi... hmmm kasi broken hearted ka? or maybe its me whos thinking out loud so loud i have to brought it here sa net, well its my blog i dont give a damn to those who will think im a pathetic writer cause its true....ive been a loner for quite some time....... bakit kasi hinayaan ko ang sarili kong maging loner d ko binibigyan ng chance ang sarili kong maging masaya kasi natakot ako natakot akong maiwan.. na in the end i just become a loner..... d ko alam saan ko sisimulang pulutin ang life ko... i always think should i start from the bottom or maybe from the top but whats the point my life is already a waste so why waste.. i answered back to myself... till i came to the point of over depression... i pity myself, i pity the world, i pity the people who i think is less fortunate and most of all i pity the ones who have the same street iam taking.....im really good of giving opinions but truth is i can't even follow them i end up being tangled to situation i can't even solve and all i can do was run... hide and start all over....but my problems wont end there it just started to goble up my tiny world.. sabi nila loving and be loved... guess what i tried but ended up broken hearted well thats life sabi nila and you have to be thankful that you got heart breaks for it will make you strong but hey it doesnt make me feel any better....who ever wanted to get his or her heart on a dumpster....answer very easy no one....but a part of the stupid game called love you got to face the fact that you got to be hurt alot of times to be able to face a new relationship and what in the end get hurt again... funny to know that we often say "ayoko nangmainlove.." after a few months and saying we recover here we go again with another guy/gurl that we say "my forever" simply ironic but thats how life is always be....if there is a fair life.. well that life is for those who have laid 6 feet under... got me?.... after a few months my heart just looks exactly like this....
funny noh but its true and dont laugh yet cause every one has this kind of heart... let me change topic baka kasi sabihin nio point taken malas ako sa love ahahaha at nandadamay pa ako ng ibang tao.... so andun na tayo pero how about your relatives kamusta naman sila sayo...well i can tell that i merely have a family i live half of my life almost alone... loner nga di ba pero look im surviving sabi nila masama ugali ko maybe its because i was already hardened by my experience which makes me looks really emotionless pero atin atin lang to ahh.. im really emotional and easily tormented d lang halata.... my mom passed away when i was 17... and by that i had to live my life alone.. alam nio ba ung salitang well ako na siguro ung nag popularize nito kasi madalas ko ngang sabihin "sometimes being me is being someone i dont really knew" sa dami na ng quotable quotes sa buhay ko this one sticks to me.. my mom passed away but i never shed a single tear.. so as when my dad passed away when i was 10... not a piece of salty tear falls down my cheeck.. i dont know why some say im really tough but the truth is i dont have an idea why i wasnt crying... up to now i may cry but its really rare... when i turned 17 i almost break down dahil sa sama ng loob ikaw ba naman maipon sa chest mo ung 17 years of pain and alot more how would you feel sakin naman its nothing pero come on.. kahit pa sabihin mong nasanay akong d nag lalabas ng sama ng loob its still different so i tried committing suicide... but i failed i woke up inside a hospital and all i got was a wound... a mark.... of my previous temp to slash my life away... now my wrist wasnt able to be that clear... maybe im saying too much na... ill just update you guys of my next sharing ... hope you read it even thou its boring .. thanks